Its this strange feeling in me. I'm missing home and my folks, yet I'm ok with not talking to them.
Its been difficult to get through to them, but I have been ok with that.
Maybe its the stupid last conversation we had, which may have involved me feeling hurt.
I miss them, I want them to see everything I see, and want to share all I can.
But I haven't been able to do that.Away from home, I say I'm fine and Im not homesick but I don't know if its a feeling Im fighting.
Im not that cold and heartless.
(This post was written three days before I managed to get in touch with my folks and write them an email. There is much more that will be done to connect to them)
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